BLAH. i've being cheating myself. times and times again. i try my best. to be myself, to look forward. and just get brainwashed. it'll be greatt if i can do that ! but i dunt think i can. cause i still have doubts abt it and i always deny the truth. will someone come and take my pain away from me. just when i thought you were no longer in my life. i had to see yer and then you'll become so charming to me. AHHH. okay. hahah. annie told me abt her friend joyce and joeine - my so called idol, story. it turned out that joyce met joeine with her friends lur. and joyce maluiated joeine and crescent and made them lose face ((: hahah. and joeine was in battle of the bands and so on/ okay . they say joeine's a bunk and her girlfriend ish from stc. i wouldnt doubt that. heh. oh oh. i found out that st .margs and stc have a rule that tells em not to be bunks and lesbians. HAHAHA. that's so silly pls. all righty. so now im home, doing my pbl project. i wonder how it wuld be like,
You know you love me