Monday, December 26, 2005
I KNOW WHAT I TRULY WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AND FOR THE NEW START OF A NEW YEAR. I WANT TO QUIT BALLET. AND HAVE MY IDEAL HAIRCUT. THESE WILLL MAKE ME HAPPY. I WANT TO HAVE FREEDOM TO DECIDE WHAT I WANT. I DUN WANT TO BE TIED DOWN. I HATE IT! why cant i just have my own way for once. why??! hmmm. anyway. i do wish i get a head concussion. lose my memory. forget how to dance. but still rmb tennis. and true friends. yes. this is what i want. haiz.
my life may seem brilliant. and perfect. but hell no. it aint.. ppl may think im really fortunate. yeah. i thank god for letting me get born in singapore a peaceful couuntry. and giving me my present looks. im contented with all these. anyways. tmr im havin the canoeing trial. i do wish i get thru it. cos i wanna try out canoeing and bcos its a new sport to me. yes.. gonna go with lynette. bloody. got ballet classES this wk. fcuk it! ergh. the concert just ended. and i have to go back for classes. they call this giving us a break. wtf!
26.12.05
You know you love me