Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i thought we could resolve this conflict.
and be together.
but you are pushing me away every min.
im really really lost

You know you love me

Monday, June 15, 2009

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Okayy. i know that no one will ever read this blog again.
so im just gonna post much of my feelings here.

firstly, bad 14 june.
He initiated that we shld pretend that we never knew each other.
He doesnt know how heart wrecking that was.
I think,
Im liking him more than i think i do.
But. perhaps its too late.
Im not as perfect as he thinks i am .
He may not like me as much now.
I could be disgusting to him for all i know.

I thought i could let go of the great mmrs.
but somehow sth obstructed me.
I've heard it from somewhere :
Mmrs are never forgotten ; its a matter of whether you want to remember it or not.

Stimes i think to myself,
if he really really likes me.
why couldnt he rmb my blog, and things about me
when i was sick or feeling unwell,
he wasnt really concerned.
We both love watching happy endings and fairytales.
can it happen to us?

Mayb i shld just give up.
and concentrate on other things.
Now im just hoping that Sa accepts me.
I pray that the Lord guides me to my .........

Last night, had a fierce fight with lala tan.
that stupid bitch :/
Took unglam photos of me. i demanded that she deleted em
She didnt want to .
I was really pissed.
so i snatched her camera.
she scratched me with her bloody sharp nails and pinched and kicked me.
WTF.
She has no respect for me at all.
then during the fight,
i dropped her stupid camera.
HA, serves her right .
Oh well.
anw, its problematic , that camera.

Laura's birthday ytd.
I didnt get her the cars water bottle.
I feel bad.

Haven talked to adrienna and sofea for ages.
I miss hanging out , them and delores.
delores, is like, m.i.a these few years?
i dont know.
growing up seems to be a tough situation.
people expect you to be mature, yet, if too mature, they scold you for not being able to relax and be cool. my mum thinks im more childish and immature than lala.
whatv. i dont see a need to prove myself to her.

You know you love me

LOL.
Hilarious.
i just went back to check out sth, then i realised my tagboard have this ADMIRER PERSON.
and hmm.
i think my voice sounds really gross.
i recorded it, and yuck.
i sound so childish.
anw, saw my old photos.
i look so gross.
soo, am gonna upload a few updated pics.

You know you love me

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Here's an advice for all ppl who wanna go on diets. It says, Taking fruits on an empty stomach helps in weight loss and digest faster, it also gives you the energy you need to last long. Don't eat cooked fruits cause YOU DONT GET THE NUTRIENTS AT ALL Eating the pulps or whole fruit is far better than drinking the juice as the fibre is good for you. if you should drink the juice, drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly, because you must let it mix with your saliva before drinking it. A 3 day fruit- fast is a very simple and effective way to cleanse and de-toxify your body. Just eat fruits and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and your friends will tell you how radiant you look! If you have mastered the correct way of eating fruits, you have the secret of beauty, longevity, health, energy, happiness and normal weight!
je amour te'

You know you love me

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

OLElELELE OOOOOOOOO
aha.
UH.
I decided to post about my day.
Like, a really full post.
Cause im always too lazy to post much. sianzzz arh.
k.
Arrived in school.
SOOO DIM the lights :/
and, i was tempted to buy choc milk :D
Cant help it. just so tired. need energy!!!
uh huh. Everyone arrived one by one. started watching devil beside you all over again <3
Assembly was shitty.
Poor darling ashley had to miss hse com meeting cause she had to change bra :DDDDD
DE COM BRA MY DEAR XD
soo cute right. HAHA.
mdm kathini caught her wearing orange! nanananna.
Luckily mine got messed up because my mum put some dark coloured clothes and wash together.
It became, brown? YUCKS (:
hse com was all about the camp they are holding.
SURWEET ! haiyo. Must wear back heel strapped sandals -.-
gross gross gross. mwhahha.
ONE CONFESSION I GOTTA MAKE, i decided to grow my hair long once more !
say YAY my darlings :D
I didnt get back my pathetic report bk cause i didnt return all my dumb library books. TSK.
But i was allowed to glance at it ? :/
Average improved larrr. say YAY once more (:
I went home early, cab with zoey and guess what.
I HAD NO KEYS! so sat downstairs waiting for lala to come with keys !
went to tiong mrt to get my cadbury library book! then went off to raffles place. wait and wait .
walked around for ages. GRRRRR. Finally, went for hiphop!
Thought stupid Kym wouldnt come, she did not return my calls.
Apparently, that smart person left her hp at home -.-
But she turned up in the end!
With her friend, Tiffany (: Both sooo tall -.- I had to stare UPP? ahah.
It was lovely the class, DeeDee i like. <3
alright. now home, typing these out!
Cant wait for sat. Dearest Eugenia's birthday! A doll? Rather, a hamster :D Love her to bits <3




You told me not to give up
and told me to hold on.
But what i got back from you,
was a sneak glance of denial.
I tried my best to carry on
stay happy just for you
Now walking towards me,
is a case of guilt and sadness

You know you love me

Alright.

HEYA.

Its been a longgg week for me.
Lets see.
Monday,
there was trg. TIRED
i changed behind the basketball court.
LYNETTE WAS SCARING ME ):
she said that ppl from the opp. condo would peep with binoculars. RIGHT.
ANYWAY.
IM IN LOVE WITH MIKE HE !
He's a real gorgeous hunk.
MAN.
oh, my grandpa passed away on monday.
I mistook my mum and tot she said my dad passed away -.-
heeh.

Okay.
Its not me to like taiwan shows, buttttt.
DEVIL BESIDE YOU changed my mind :D
AHHHHHHHHH.

You know you love me

Monday, October 23, 2006

I've been losing my mind.






mwhaha. just watched aquamarine on my tablet.
Wth.
My sis just felt my vibrating fone and was acting like a frickin idiot, that by the time she passed me my fone, the call ended. AND ITS WITHELD!
fugly stupid frick.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

You know you love me

Sunday, October 22, 2006

humph. humph. humph.
there's no devil beside you 2.
I want i want i want ):
That show is briiiiiliant! <3
i love it.
tsk tsk.
fricking sad.
Man, that Mike He is super uber handsome.
Irresitable devil :/
ahah.
I finally finished the show.
Though i haven watched episode 13.
Cause stupid youtube didnt have it.
So i skipped to the ending!
AHHHHHHHHH.
I wanna migrate to taiwn :D
ahhahaa. or US.
anything.

You know you love me

Friday, October 20, 2006

AHHHHH.
I love devil beside you :D
Oh! so awesome
That cutee hottie !
Frickin cute ):
No fair.
Stupid small town oye my world.
tsk tsk.
Im obsessed with all horny scenes now ! ((:
AHAHA.
Ashley too, exceept that she's hornier :/
Geraldine is gonna join our horny gang soon x)
kk.
had tennis just now.
Fun, tiring?
UH hhuh. there's tennis tmr too!

You know you love me

Thursday, October 19, 2006

YOYOYO (:
Now am at kap ( king albert park )
With annie, zuoen and asyikin!
Heh, kinda bored now.
Just now watched this fricking funny video of el nin yo!
Uh, Wendi gave me link.
Yarh, so thanks alot :D
Anyway, results overall. Mum's not angry,
Bro passed A maths.
Good news,
We are getting our profits of the funfair thing. Wheee!
Im rich now (:

You know you love me

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

YAY
i had my first blister for tennis today :D
So awesome!
mwhahah.
uh, we got back our results today!
Not back i guess.
Mostly Bs though.
tsk, not good enough man.
My goal for top ten is gone :(
My sweet PUMPKIN PIE, dun be sad leh.
You can't take any actions til , 24 november?
Or whatever the date is.

You know you love me

Monday, October 16, 2006

i may seem to have given up,
but deep down
you'll forever be in my heart.
And no matter what you do,
I'll be with you.
When you're in trouble,
i 'll not let you blackout.
Its times like this,
that makes me want you back.
But i know you have found your other half,
Life's good for you thats all i hope.
So may God bless you,
And keep you safe in his arms.
Forever and ever, you're my first

You know you love me

Wth.
Wtf.
Fucking bitch.
That Nuqin from kellock, 5 cerise.
Sooo bloody rude.
She's gonna die on friday.
She keeps coming to me and ask me pass msg to lala.
And she DOESNT EVEN BOTHER TO SAY THANK YOU OR PLS.
Excuse, im not her friend, and im her SENIOR
and she dare say, ya, whatever , and i don give a darm about it.
SO BITCHY.
Hmmm.
I shant let her spoil my mood.
She's a loser i heard.
today school was bad, and boring.
Boring and bad :D
uh, skipped the first part of home econs to eat recess!
There wasnt anything much to do.
And while during home econs, i accidentally shouted SHIT SHIT too loudly when i was playin pokemon and this guy heard when he was walking past, and gave me this dumb lecture. on, wait, i cant rmb :/
Oh yeah. i was kinda, awkward? cause it wasnt meant for him to hear x)
Anyway,
went to Tiong for lunch.
Ate halfway, was feeling sick.
URGH.
Now back home, chatting with lala, marie online and my bro's backkk/
Goodabye my fellow, erm, audience XD
God bless.

You know you love me

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Urgh.
I don't feel like blogging.
Someone come knock me out and persuade me that blogging is fun and, erm, exciting?
Man, that's so BS.
grrrr. so, tennis was alright i guess.
And. i was bored the whole dayyy.
Just came back home.
Uh, oh.
I made a new friend today.
On o2jam
The guy said he's 17 and from Malaysia.
Something tells me that he's not 17.
the way he speaks?
And he's so interested if i have a bf :/
Its irritating when people keep asking you,
Do you have a bf?
can't they just say, BOYFRIEND!?
and, they'll go.
Whyy. You're so cute and stuffs like that.
Its gross.
And thats exactly what that guy said.
The big question is, wth is his name :D
I didnt even exchange names with him !
Ahahhaa. but his email is sth like, ken blah blah blah.
Oh yeahh. he said, too bad im in malaysia if not can see your cute face -.-
Righttt. and pls, he uses lotsa emotions in the damn conversation.
So gross, ppl who uses emotions are idiotic people who wouldnt type out the full words!
HAHA. kk, gonna go jamming now x) bye my friends!

You know you love me

Friday, October 13, 2006

AHHHHH!
i spent alot of time doing the links alright.
Reason being : ppl keep asking me to link them.
Does this world only revolves around linking people. I hope not, otherwise, there'll be no enthusiam over churos :D
Anyway, woke up today due to mum's loud talking :/ She was telling me to eat and stuffs after i wake up. and gave me ONE extra buck for lunchin later. hmmm. does it make much of a diff?
oh well. GOSH. Last night , on the way back from guitar. on the train, my bro passed out alright. He was standing next to me, with his guitar beside him, and i was listenin to music. When all of a sudden, he just fell towards his side, and collapsed. at first, i thought he was sleeping and accidentally fell over. but i realised he did not wake up after falling. Of course, when he collapsed, i rushed to pul him up. but he did not show any signs of consciousness. and both our guitars just slammed onto the floor too. Man, people just went, EFFFFFF -.- like that was any help at all. this kind gentleman let my bro have his seat, and helped him up. a few other men too. so sweeet of them! 5 mins later, or so, my bro woke up. he was bloody pale. no, not pae. WHITE i was freaked out alright. i was tearing a lil. cause it was so frightening. it was like, i have to treasure the ones around me, the ones i love, for anything may just happen to them yeah. snifff. its so freaky. kk.
gotta stop here. going out later. gm, vic, cas, and dunno two other boys and so.
remember, treasure the ones you love, anything may happen to them. and then, its the end.

You know you love me

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Babies, mummy's here : D
Okay. today school was bloody boring. trust me on that. it sucks pls.
after assembly in the morning, we had silent reading in the parade square. its horrible k. you gotta hang your head down to read your book. as usual, Chan was PATROLLING up and down. screaming at girls :/
Right, after what seemed ages. we finally went up to the hall to have, some, crime talk thing?!
yeah! when the talk finished. everyone was practically sleeping. cause, the police woman, was monotone, and sounded fierce. soo evil. so no one cared about her :D
After crime talk.. we went back to class. the school wanted us to play some shit chinese game! Wtf. hahahha. and we went to the avt and sat there listenin to chinese ppl talking away. sad sad.
Guess what. the chinese thing came and go, sooon. We were off to see this lady advertising AJ'S FASHION sports bra x) ahahahha. it was damn funny. i think i sorta made the woman sad.
she was talking about how diff the sport bra was from normal bra. and she said sth about the pressure or movements of the breast would be more comfortable. and i told the rest that there would be breast convection movements like the crustal plates within ! AHAHA/ There was alot of dumb things said too. but i cant be bothered to mention it k. There was trg just now, i left earlier. around . cause there's guitar tonight. so , im going off now.
<3

You know you love me

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

okays.
i decided.
to dedicate this post,
to my fav BUTT :D
my butt,
has no brains.
is gonna die for immu thingy tmr!
never take me to vivo city.
owes me 7 bucks!
sniffs my ass. no, my butt x)
makes me happy.
brings me up, when i am down.
pashes boys for me -.=
and i copy alot from her ! hahaha
i love marie chua.

You know you love me

AHAHA.
i' ve got many things to tell yall '
firstly, i dream of this jap guy?
and he wasnt cute? but i still fell for him anyway.
some scenes took place at this railway track place :/
MWHAHAA. oh yeah. and we were sprintin to reach this place, and all of a sudden, hui qi came running after me ? i think its because i know she's good at sprintin. oh well, she won anyway. heh.
okay.
today went to annie's hse to play tennis.
but before that, i reached her hse bloody early.
so i started playing with her bro's toys :D
and the dog could touch its ass with its head -.-
i started reading olivia twist! ahahaha damn nice okay. poor boy. but he's still rich in the end.
HUMPH. alright, and clara and cas were late? geraldine too.
pathetic x)
kk. the entire episode, was hilarious, the way gm whacked the boy, no one dared to play with her. we hit three balls alto outta the court.
qiong to hip hop after that game. i hanged around for a while thou.
met amanda at 6.30. soo late k.
dee dee was looking hot as usual :D wish i was her ):
PS : clerah. sexy arse is cute, but im cute :D
kk. done with this post. I LOVE EVERYONE.

You know you love me

Everybody, listen up!
The post of the day has arrived :D
ahahhaa.
uh, i just read lynette's blog. about the mr tan's thingy.
soooo funny. so i have decided to crezmail mr tan tooo!
mwhahha. uh,
oh. today gonna go annie's hse to play tennis?
yeah. gm, vic, cas me, and annie.! at least its better than staying home!
at night, there's hiphop! AHHHHHH. i miss hip hop!
alright. ciao

You know you love me

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

HAPPY BOYS AND HAPPY GIRLS!


you. doing that thing you do :D
alright.
today's soo boring.
mayb tmr if there's tennis at kellock, i shall go back and play!
there's no school what.
hahaha. oh yeah. later there's tennis!
yay. im loving it.
now, is just plain boring. nth to do , no one to love.
aha,
mayb i can go bowling later. after tennis.
but ashley not sure. gm and vic so far away from bukit batok.
siaoo. only cas mayb.

You know you love me

Monday, October 09, 2006

mwhaha.
today was uber fun.
thou, before exam, i was feeling sick again, but its still fine.
i had a gun with me during exam :D
uh. and i think i killed everyone in class x)
alright.
geraldine, victoria, casandra and me went to cine today.
and we watched stay alive!
i think it was alright. rather good storyline.
and amazingly, and blood coolios,
marie and gang was at the same theatre! watching the same movie! and were sitting about rows down?
gosh. i didnt know.
then its like, when the show ended. i called her.
and i told her, i just watched finished a movie, she told me she also finished a movie, and it was stay alive! i was like, me too! cool. and that was when, geraldine told me to turn around, cause we went down the stairs of rows, and i saw marie and winona sitting on the bottom few rows.
ahahha. then i went off with marie chua. that freak didnt go to vivo city in the end! we were in the taxi and she made her uncle go to tiong bahru plaza in the end ): damn sad lar. but we took neos :D marie chua. ELIZABETH LOVES YOU !

You know you love me

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Oh yea,
my mum decided to make me be an Adidas girl.
my sis the Nike freak
and my mum?
She's the tigress!! puma!
can't wait for frickin tuesday :D
oh oh. marie chua. if you dare not turn up on monday, sugar you're going down swinging!
i <3 you

You know you love me

hey hey!
I am so happy today.
Firstly, That stupid Bs called me (:
which means, she's finally free from studies and can spend four yrs with me at crescent!
Mwahahha. And, i went shopping like mad.
One tennis bag, An Adidas set, the top and bottom, a pair of Adidas shoes, and one more Nike skotches! whatever you spell it :D
sooo happy.
And had tennis after that.
We qiong all the way
Wheee. I simply love it!

You know you love me

Friday, October 06, 2006

okay
if this is what you wanna hear.
fine,
IM SORRY ANNIE.
chil and relax.
you don't have to get soo agitated oaky.
like, im not gonna make your life miserable.
crazy.
im not that free .
even if i am, i wont waste my time on such childish matter.
i jsut want you to make sure you knwo what you are saying.
i didnt say you were faking with the beep! word and bitch etc.
DUN EVER PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH.

You know you love me

okay. to ashley (:
im alright!
aahaha. you dun know me.
i maybe emo. but i know when to be emo and not/
heh.
and im not moronic like you :D
k . gtg , tennis!
oh. eh. to all readers,
when i first entered crescent. i decided not to stir up my life.
so tatatata, i love you

You know you love me

Hey.
THIS POST IS TO ANNIE.
okay, yo. these few days.
i jsut cant get through to you.
im sure you will read this.
i don't know why, but im sure you will. anyway.
we have had many misunderstandings and stuffs these few days.
and jsut to let you know, im sick of it. i want to list down what im sick of.
but i know you understand what i mean.
so i shant. cause if i do, i'll be wasting my energy on this thing. so NO.
yes, and i want to tell you. i won't be going to your church anymore.
its not because of you or anything.
like i said, i wont let it affect me or get to me.
your church, is, i cant insult it. yeah. its hard to explain.
its pretty obvious to others. but mayb not you. alright.
i don't feel like typing anymore. its useless.
im really disappointed okay. you're faking your way through.
BYE.

You know you love me

Who the hell needs satan when you have a bitch /
heh.
gm and cas came to my hse today. we bought prata and they also bot macs.
then we had a feast :D
and that includes lotsa water served to gm!
she played o2 jam, cas playing with my guitar. and me?
serving them water :/ ahhaha.
well, at least i know they're not evil inside right.
oh yeah. i shan't say much. ye know, its not safe to leak out too much x)
mayb im just gonna make another blog.

You know you love me

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Whose the bitch, she fucking well knows it.
Oh yeah, just die will ya. pissing arsefrick.

You know you love me

Heyya (:
k. lets see. today there was geoo.
i completely freak out during the exam.
even the mcq sections weere, confusing :D
oh yeah. but after that, the rest were equally bad. so who cares!
i just wanna get b and above x)
kk. then we had lit.
lit was sooo longwinded.
two hours and a half i think. no. 2 and ten mins.
sick and boring.
I qiong when i realised that i still had two more essays to complete. the part a and b.
So, i qiong for part a, and did it in ten mins.
whereas i slack for part b.
Grrrr.
Today's vic's birthday!
mwhah. Happy birthday, you're a kuku 13 head now. Aha.
eh. so after school, we went to ps for lunch. according to my dear friend annie,
she wanted to play arcade.
but sadly, we were all broke. What a surprise :/ ahahha.
in the end. we just ate at mos burger.
after a small lil' tea session, reason being, we had no money.
we were still hungry.
but no one else had money!
tadah!
that was when annie our dearest friend came to mind.
who was she msging?
BENJAMIN!
and benjamin is he broke?
Nah. dun think so :D
so we called and ask him to come to kap.
apparently, while 'begging' him , dexter took over, and started saying.
your father no hair your mother no hair. and sth like that lur. im not sure :/
and i totally freaked out. aha.
anw. there was a cute babyy at mos!
it was sooo lovely. the rest thinks that im inspired to have babies !
and what. i'll take my babies to the farm to milk them ? haha.
oh yeah. so benjamin came.
with dexter, ben chia and some other guy.
and just so. the other guy was the one who lent us 2 bucks! and someone chipped in one buck -.-
yes. very generous, i know. heh.
tata. everyone. im lazy to go on.

You know you love me

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

i just decided that. a slut remains a slut.
a slut won't be so composed ever again.
and why won't sluts change?
cause they're just dying for XES . and ATTENTION.
that's just their bloody attitude.
fuck off bitches

You know you love me

Omg.
i got pranked call by that toopid dinasaur ! (((:
ahhahhaha. dexter lur!
that ass.
he was like, is this valencia.
you are valencia right.
i just said, who are you.
yeah.
and he went, im brendan or dunno brenda, your kindergarten bestfriend!
dont you rmb me?
you're hurting my feelings.
i was like, who? i have no kindergarten bestfriend!
and he started singing karaoke for me :/
geraldine and i tot it was some freak ghost

You know you love me

you were my beautiful disaster /

Now, you appear to me as a mere stranger.
No talking, no communication.
Not even our favourite staring game :D
Oh yeah. surweet memories.
Well, thats just life i guess.

But its allright. i'll accept it. For i know, as long as i keep our memories together close to me , i'll pass.

Let's seee. what did i do at school today. Oh,
Maths! heh. okayy lar. inequalities. i'll survive!
lynette was angry cause i kept repeating questions and askin toopid things x)
uh. i know ms lee hates me. but still, she shld have come for lessons today! its our last class ):
now im worried for exam tmr! Gosh. she's so evil.
hmmm. mdm kala was horrible lar. typical her :D she made us go for three periods straight. at the avt. practically, no one appreciated her effort and we were all playing away on our tablets! thats typical us ((:
OH. toria's birthday's tmr. ahhhhhhhhhh! gotta go shopping.
and. yay. clerahhh toe's dead. when she's REALLY pronounced dead, then i'll go buy her roses!
geraldine and annie were being my nice personal nurses today. they helped me with my ear!

You know you love me

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Yay Yay :D
I managed to join and fix everythign up!
Im soo glad and tired. Grrrr,
man. Whats with the 2g2 ppl.
haiyo, its really pathetic to see everyone fighting.
Chup chup chup.
ahhahaha. im really bored now. i wanna score well for end yr!
kk. Kiss her kiss her x)

You know you love me

Monday, October 02, 2006

Heya.
Hmm. im kinda feeling a lil bitchy now allright.
Mayb i just had a bowl of bitchyness for dinner :D
like, my conscience just pricks.
Man, can ppl change?
I have a strong feeling, God wants us to just forgive and forget.
Oh yeah, im just gonna do that.
Blah, im gonna be strongggg.
Sing out louddddd.
Be niceeeeeee.

You know you love me

Sunday, October 01, 2006

I am very very upset now.
I guess, it 's gotta do with my ballet uh.
I was crying just now allright.
Like when i saw ms cheah, i got emo all of a sudden.
Haiyo.
Anw, church today was allright too.

You know you love me

Thursday, September 28, 2006

oh yeah/
i cut my hair today!
its kinda shorter than before.
but my hair grows real fast.
question is, shld i grow it out?
man, that sounds wrong.
right. why cant ppl be nicer,
like many has attitude problem.
think they're so coolios. gross okay.
its disgusting all of us.
just fuck off will yall

You know you love me

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

wth.
i am fucking pissed now.
grrr.
by, two FISH?
of course not that fish that swims. as in, yall shld know.
AHHHH. hmmm.
im a fool. sure. i keep mistaking myself and you. i shld have known. its never possible ever again anymore.
oh man, im so silly. a silly fool that s what i am. i will let go, letting go. is to keep and make you happy.

You know you love me

BOOM!

Now am at macs, with annie!
using her tablet :D
she's using mine to watch phantom of the opera!
mwhaha. its really really nice okay. the show.
yeappp.

you're one in a million, to make me feel this way
No one, not a single one, ever changed this part of me.
not that we had no choice, to face up and be happy.

You know you love me

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Gooky pop!
Hello everybody :D
ahahhaha. ehh. ehhh. today we had cme exam!
and i was sleepy during the exam again!
so i qiong to finish it and slept in the end.
mwhhhaa.
oh, today's mass run we also qiong x)
we ran past charmaine alright!
Cheerios to us!
yeah. and i wols channel seah today!
gorgeousss. hahaha. hey, dun think dirty about my small words okay.
have a good day, it may rain tmr ! telecasted by moi C:

You know you love me

Monday, September 25, 2006

i've been dreaming of her lately,
wth is wrong with me.
i dont' like the dreams.
it traps me in my illusions.

You know you love me

yay,
today i watched john tucker must die.
oh yeahh,
love's so complicated.
and evil :D
mwhahha.
annie admitted she's a player !
anw, even if she didnt, i knew it long along -.-
heh. i 've made many decisions in my life.
perhaps, majority have become regrets. but
i guess its all too late. to do anything.

You know you love me

Sunday, September 24, 2006

AHHHH.
Everybody qiong!
my tablet almost no batt.
qiong qiong qiong. hahaha.
yay. today had a great chat with adrienna.
Man, i love that ass :D
mwhahhaa.
in church today. i realised. my pooh is never gonna be back ever again.
so i shld treasure my love ones around me instead.

You know you love me

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Ahhhhhh!
just now bonnie came to my hse! i love her :D
She's adorable! kisses to her!
heh. YAY. im gonna resume back tennis! im loving it!

You know you love me

Friday, September 22, 2006

mwhaha.
i can't believe i switched my url again -.-
i dun know why too. hmm. must be my emo phrase acting up !
heh. anyway. im gonna post a poem later.

You know you love me

Thursday, September 21, 2006

my heart bleeds.
it tears and splits.
you've done much harm to it.
it sings out loud.
whine and wail
just for your loving.

You know you love me

Not to mention, today was a freaky day too.
everyttime some other girls come to our class to tell us sth, i will freak out.
i woudl think its mrs khan chasing me and toria for our home ec folio!
ahahaha. its mean lur. she. keep chasing us for it.
actually, i promised her on monday. that i would hand in on mon. tue she sent someone to get us. we couldnt find her at the home ec room. so we just gave up and walk back to class :D

its just that no one ever made me feel this way.

You know you love me

oh man.
Today was funny.
Uh, everyone was playing pokemon during lessons :D
i was having trouble finding my way. CRAP
anyway. AHH . our math's test was bloody mickey fish!
TOUGH alright.
heh.
so when we had to shift our tables and stuffs today.
i started littering the floor x)
actually, not me lorr. that mickey samat! ahahha. and lynette goh hui minn.
btw, her name was changed to hui hua, or sth like that. damnn funny lar.
okay. i went to ka chiao samat while she was sweeping away! and i foudn satay sticks at the back of my class. hahaha. i started to tear the packet open and threw everything out. i asked lynette to play with me pick up sticks! AHAHHA. that freak started hitting the table and claimed that the sticks moved -.- righttt.
and i made samat picked up the sticks i threw on the fllloor to get back her necklance :D
YAY , I MANAGED TO OPEN MY LOCKER FOR ONCE!
tata, im off to my pokemon world x)

You know you love me

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i'll make it a point.
to stop all my siliness.
and let go, of everything.
because im such an emo freak, thats my prob.
but mark me, i will

You know you love me

Its really good to hear you voice, saying my name.


okay.
i decided. that thing between us,
isnt there anymore.
whatever you do or say, i believe , hasnt got anything to do with me at all.
so im not gonna mislead myself, and behave like an idiot.
oh yeahhhhh.

You know you love me

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i love the way my love's parted <3

ahaha. what the heck is that supposed to mean btw??!
im just crapping.
OKAY.
there are two pissing mickish fishy POSEURS in my life.
but thats just it i guess.

You know you love me

Monday, September 18, 2006

okay.
im real bored now.
so im just gonna write down every crap.

im sorry i hate you
im sorry for the pain i 've caused you.
im sorry for the hangover
im sorry for the torture
im sorry that i couldnt be there
im sorry for the absence
im sorry that everything's over
im sorry that we can't be together
im sorry for being so horrid
im sorry for being so mean
im sorry for being so cold
im sorry for being so harsh
im sorry to be away
im sorry to have flown
im sorry to lash out at you
im sorry that you're gone.



Meow!

You know you love me

AHHHH.
i just got fished off by some ah mah okay.
She called the first time, asking for lam pek.
i was like, really sleepy alrdy so i said, no lam pek. wrong number.
she said, orh. sorry.
when i reached my bed, the damn fone rang again.
i tot it might be my mum
instead
it was the ah mah once more
she asked for her lam pek.
i said. no lam pek ah.
she was , oh. soryy sorry .
when i reached my bed ONCE MROE, the irritating damn damn fone rang.
i knew it was the stupid ah mah alrdy.
she said, is your number 8745300 . i said, yeah.
she said, then my lam pek not there?
i said noooo. she said she was looking for her lam pek -.-
right.

You know you love me

oh man,
i think i just used up the leftover energy i had left for the day.
uh huh.
im freaking tired nowi felt giddy along the journey to home.
fishing crap okay.
now i just feel liek sleeping.
has it ever wondered to you that i actually care?
oh rightt. my eyes are just opening and closing real quickly.
gotta finish up my maths tonight, to avoid getting demerited.
yay, uncle david said that he would bring bonnie to our hse this weekend.!
yay yay yay. bonnie's a four month old leslie!

You know you love me

have i mentioned this.
that IM CROOKED.
OH YEAH. IM SERIOUSLY CROOKED.
IM IN LOVE WITH ALL LESBIANS -.-
right. thats full of fishing crap.
hmmm. home ed was funn today.
i made burnt brownies!
that tasted gooey and yummy :D
ms shervon tasted it, and she was like, its good. but it looks a lil OFF huh.
AND I WAS LAUGHIN AWAY. samat tan was nice. she helped me all the while.
thks samat!

You know you love me

Saturday, September 16, 2006

AHAHA.
PPG SOOO CUTE.
DAMMIT.
I THINK THE SHOW ISH ENDING NOW.
ITS ALRDY 11.30 PM
NOOO WONDER.
SADDD.
I THINK BEN ISH SICK.
REALLY.
OH YEAH, ALOHA EVERYBODY.
MY TUMMY HURTS.
I THHINK ITS GASTRIC.
BUT NVM
NIGHT EVERYONE!

You know you love me

SI MANN IS FRICKING MEAN TO ME.
SHE HAS NO LOVE FOR ME ANYMORE ):
she's a meanie.
a ku ku head.
WHO ONLY LOVES HER OTHER HUNNEHS.
hmph.
moi am a sad and lonely girl.
oh, and im spastic. quoted by ( WHO ELSE )
THE FRICKING MEAN SIMANN LORRR.


ahah. oh man. today lala and amanda were supposed to play tennis.
but it rained! so we went bowling instead. amanda, lala, moi and my bro!
ohhh. dammit k. i woke up at 9 plus today. then annie called. and she found out i was sleeping, so she said. nvm. good bye -.- so i went back to sleep and woke up at 12 plus. AMANDA KOH the big one, msged me asking about joanne choo's lessons! Omg pls. She disturbed my sleep. hahaha.

You know you love me

ahhhh.
Im getting depressed again!
Fugggly emotions.
Im hating these.
Grrrr, i just hope to lose my memory now!
NOW!
why why tell me why :D
Omg. I just did put a smiley!
Thats psychoticc.

You know you love me

Friday, September 15, 2006

yoyoyoyo :D
I LOVE ROCK AND ROLL '
Gosh. I wonder how many times i have said that in this yr! Whahahahaa.
Allright, I wemt to my mum's office just now. What Robert lur, Daniel lar. All the models whoaaa.
Heh , oh yeah. I was strumming like crazy just now allright.
Now my fingers are a lil' numb and bumpy x)
Kissy Kissy , love yar ppl.

You know you love me

Yoohu.
Ahh, i needa shit.
Mwhahha. mann, was suppposed to go fer ballet today.
But i left my entire shoe bag under my table. ahahha.
So i was like, SHIT.
heh. HMM, IM IN DEEP THOUGHTS NOW.
Oh yar, played this song last night! sooo fun.

You know you love me

Thursday, September 14, 2006

okay.
Felissa just called me.
Heh, i thought it was my mum -.-
Mwhahha. Oh, she said, lynette, me, geraldine and samat tan are in house com!
Like, Whoa! Then i asked her if jeannette was inside, cause they called us out today.
Buttt, she said Jeanette wasnt!
So im confused now. Who cares lur. There may be house com meeting tmr, cant' wait to see what happens :D
oh. Here's a beautiful pic of marie chua ! ahaha. She still haven called me back :/
and oh man, my place, they're wiping out the cockroach clan!
its freaky okay. The lift there, i saw about six dead cockroaches just dying away. GROSS . Anayway , here's awesome gothic annie x)

i polished her teeth! see. its so white now ((: mwhhah.

matrix. CATS!!

You know you love me

mwhaha.
now am at macs! sooo full.
Ate happy meal again. Met dungie :D
She was clicking away on my tablet. and we showed off our beautiful pictures !
me and annie i mean. just saw clara. she's sitting opp. us. like, the far away opp.

HERE'S MY BEAUTIFUL PIC OF MARIE CHUA.

You know you love me

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Here are some baddd pictures of CAKE CHOP :D






















Just look at her, soooo cheesey and JEWELLISH :D



















GOD, who's she tryna seduce man.






















Did YOU see that? She's trying to lick poor desiree. SLURP !

so, all in all. HERE"S WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY. MARIA CAKE CHOP , is to be


BANED

the young and the present, to be BANED

You know you love me

If yall know me,
that wasnt me :D
whaha. im almost done with my video!
AWESOME.
somebody's gonna die.
somone
some cake.
some chop.
some mary lamb .
mwhhahahha

You know you love me

hello you all. i'm v to the t. omg. i forgot to mention in today' post that MARIE CHUA RUTING IS DAMN DAMN AWESOME ((: but today i didn't meet her cos i wanted to go home to study. shiaat. my com like got no batt cos g.m took mine. ahahahha. omg. i'm so dreamin of marie now. she maybe shitty at times but i still love you marie (: i like to mess with marie, cos she's so innocent that i can squeeze her innocent eyes out. ahahaha. i am so mean to marie you know. i posted for her a fugly post (: marie, you're my #1 dungie. you're my sweetest thang.

You know you love me

YAY.
i damn supa happy, i foudn electricity!
WHEEHEE :D
as in, like i said, i left my charger with gm.
so, i was sad that i could not work on my video anymore.
THEN.
i saw the most amazing thing ever.
my hse's laptop!
mwhahha. i saw a cord attached to it!
so while the com was switched on,
i plugged the cord out.
duh, the hse's laptop black out x)
and i stuck it into my tablet. and it worked!
YAY. now i can send marriee my video :D

You know you love me

Man.
Its raining now :D
i love this. Its purfect .
mwhahha.

You know you love me

Monday, September 11, 2006

Argh .
Cant sign into msn , wth.
I guess im just not fated to go online now :D
Heh. Anyway, i jsut went to bugis earlier on with annie, to get my Laopok something for her burttthday tmr x) Oh yeah, she's older than me! Gosh. Hahaha, eh, and that slutty annie lim bought herself a bikini top! Uh huh, with my money -.- She left school without her wallet! Can you believe it??! Yeapp, and i had to pay for everything. Count herself lucky, i like to hide my money everywhere in my wallet, so i found an extra 5 bucks hiding somewhere I: Then we met yiping at redhill to get back her wallet , but still, that broke freak only returned half of the ransom! Mwhaha. I went to tiong after that to meet Marie Chua , that moron missed the 123 bus just when i called her . Ah yo! Crap lur. Aha , apparently, she was trying her utmost best to ccatch the bus. Yeahh right uh , you sot0ong nee nee. After lunch at macs, i was about to go home. But we decided to hang around for a lil while more, so we walked about the underground , yer know, the mrt there, ya. And she suggested for me to wave to her when she's home. The second time! hahahaha. Up she went, and i saw a stupid white towel swinging in the air in someone's hse. Duh, i knew it was her alrdy. What can i say, today was rather fun.

You know you love me

Sunday, September 10, 2006

YAY.
i went back to the hairdresser again just now to trim or CUT my hair shorter once more. last night, some guy called terence , however his name is spelt, cut moi's hair. it was allright lur . and i started tearing, cause i was sad that it wasnt short enough. my mum just went, you okay anot, if you want it shorter just tell him lar. but i didnt say anything, cause if i cut too short, and cant tie for ballet, moi's mama will scream at me during those days. heh. but just now, i went back! and im really satisfied okayyy. yipeee ya yay. mrs choo was talking, about, seeing a bat and the bat was cute -.- and that it was 12 am but there was nth to be afraid, and she exaggerated on seeing the bat's babyy. GOSH. hahah. oh, uncle david 's mum bot two leslie! i saw the pic! sooooooo cuteee. he said we could buy its baby in 8 months time! i mean, SURE :D i would love that.

You know you love me

Saturday, September 09, 2006

oh man, stacie orrico is coming to singapore and to zouk on the 15 of sept! I wanna go!
anyway, now im watching antm on my tablet. i think gina is like some, total freak and jade is too, jitch! im so glad they're not american's next top model. cause i watched the last series alrdy :D mwhahah.

You know you love me

nanny pok pok !
ahhahha. i think im just influenced by MARIEE CHUA KATE TING! heh.
okay. today i had a supa long sleep. soooo pleased :D i woke up around 11 .50 close to 12 lur. my mum said if i wanted to cut my hair, i gotta wake up early. but in the end, we decided to go the the hairdresser after lala's tennis. uh huh. trim or cut, i dun rreally give a damn anymore lar! uhhh, my body is still aching like hell. i hate this. last night, msged my Laopok ((: we made up! hahha. actually, we alrdy did so long time ago. just that, not as truthful as last night's . yay. so im a happykid now.

You know you love me

Friday, September 08, 2006

MEOW.
it was never meant to be /


heh. i just realise sth, stimes when ppl put emo phrases and stuffs that they really feel as their msn nicks, they 'll tell others, its lyrics! but you 'll never know, if they actually feel that way. yeah. oh man. today, trg wasnt killer trg! mwhahaha. everyone tot it would be, but coach was being nice once more (: and it wasnt warm at all! yay. oh. while telling me to turn my hip during pitching, coach whacked my hips and my ass okay. heh. and my 1st choice is, pitcher, 2nd choice : dp. and 3rd choice : 1st base. ppl think im insane to choose dp! ahaha. but i like.. right. eh. went to tiong with lynette and arranged to meet adrienna there. didnt lunch with them just see them eat. i bot mcflurry x) okay. then i stole one dollar from adrienna. and she said it was meant for her to go out tmr -.- with only two bucks. RIGHT. hahah. and that stupid lynette goh wouldnt help me ): it was rather fun lar. i escaped and ran off to the mrt station. then adrienna was really despo for her money, so i told her to meet me at queenstown to get her money back. GOSH. hehhhe. man, im boreeed.

You know you love me

Thursday, September 07, 2006

SO SCREWED SO SCREWED.

You know you love me

crap shit okay.
i feel bad and meannie.
i don't want to talk about it, but its just in me.
i can never forgive myself for not informing the rest, especially channel seah.
AHHHHHHHH!

You know you love me

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

BOO.
there was trg today. blah. it was fun lurrr. except we still had our sets -.-
ehhhh. I WANT PRIVACY ! to those who are not welcome to read my blog, dun read hor. get lost (: mwhahha. im crazy. its actually to my mum :D heh. then followed by hip hop! yay! i loveee it. it was bloody fun. learnt new steps. pump it! WHEW.

You know you love me

PING!
you die ((;
there's trg later ! so i cant hang around in the afternoon ): tsk tsk. well, haven had trg for like a really long time liao. so better go for it! heh.
btw. i just realised i have very lil to post about these few days, oh yeah. OH. my auntie and uncle bought for us egg tarts last night. but, the egg tarts are supa sweet! i dun like. my bro finished mine off -.- uhhhhh. there's hip hop after trg! YAY. i love ittt.
anyway. there's no cyber kisses flying abt. and uh. im not having a public affair :D
to the one and only nipple prata!

You know you love me

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

ahhhh.
i love this song.
i love the tune of the chorus :


we built it up,
to watch it fall,
like we meant nothing at all.
i gave and gave , the best of me,
but couldnt give you what you need.
you walked away,
you stole my life,
just to find what you're looking for,
but no matter how i try,
i can't hate you anymore.
i can't hate you anymore.

whaha. today's exam was fun! it wasnt scary at all. mayb the starting lur. i reached fort canning around7 with jean. soo early all right. i was practically dozing off. then had warm up.
ahhhh. after the examination, i was hyper! me and jean went on a movie marathon. we watched lovewrecked and the devil wears prada. both are really great and nice. heh

You know you love me

Monday, September 04, 2006

OH MAN.
IM SERIOUSLY NERVOUS. I DOUBT I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT. MAN!! AHHHHHH.
some one come help me !
i do hope things will go well for me. i mean, this is the day that i have been working hard for.
grrrrr. i cant believe it. its finally here.

You know you love me

OMG. I LOVE THIS HAMMIE (:

You know you love me

i think i need some time, by myself.
without anybody else.
i just need some time to think.
some time to pray.

heh. thats so true man. utterly true! rRARRARR. im scared for tmr. my exam ! be nice everyone. giveme all the love you can give I: i need it

You know you love me

whoohoo.
now im at ps's macs with annie!
we're using their connection . whee :D its fun okay.
mdm kala's lesson was boring today. no one was paying attention to her. sad ):
hmmm. now listening to my songs with my ear phones. oh yeah. annie lim is being a moron.
she doesnt want to lend me her ear phones. mine's attached to something else so its supa short,
heh. im gonna play audition now! TAKE CARE and come tmr for more :D

You know you love me

Sunday, September 03, 2006

do you still feel for me.
and every step you take
and every move you make,
am i with you?



BTW. MARIE, IF YOU ARE READING MY BLOG. JUST WANNA TELL YOU, IM REALLY REALLY REALLY OVER I KNOW YOU KNOW WE ALL KNOW :D
ahah. so, BE NICE.

You know you love me

HEY.

agassi is not hot. he's bald. and bald means no air obstruction on top :D whaha.
anyway. tata. im in top form today. dunnno why. i woke up at seven plus , my mum was massaging my calves! ahah. then i fell asleep again. followed by a phone call at 9 plus. ANNIE LIM. i was rather sleepy and drowsy. she called to ask about our tablets' warranty cards /':
yarhh.

You know you love me

Saturday, September 02, 2006

baby just say goodnight
i'll be gone tomorrow.

hey. ballet yesterday wasnt soo bad. we went to the air-conditioned studio. yi yi said it wasnt good, cause there wont be any loss of water when we perspire and we will not lose 1 kg I: hhaha. hmm. later gonna go orchard. hope v.a.m wont occur anywhere there. i'll be reall pissed . trust me. ohhh . and i tried playing canon in d on my guitar last night! F-U-N (: oh yeah, take care and goodbye.

You know you love me

Friday, September 01, 2006

hallo everyone. Shaman king is on now. You guys should watch it, cause its really cute. Btw, A confider must know everything Yeah?? alright. I know im able to download audition sea in time . yar. Kay Kay. night everybody C':

You know you love me

i miss your voice,
its been ages.

You know you love me

ahhhhh.
im supar utra happy!
cause i found the password to my hse's network!
and its fast now! (:
the encription key was on my broadband or modem whatever it is.
and i was trying out all the numbers! yay.
okay. now the thing is that, i have three coms switched on. im not using the big com thou , only the two laptops. ahhhhh! so fun I:

You know you love me

baby we aint gonna live forever.
yoohoo. im real bored now. no one's at home except for me. yarh. later there's ballet. bahhhh. and my mum has not figured out our network password yet. so, i cant really use the tablet to play yet. unless i go to macs of course. heh. but i dun like ppl to stare at me ): look , staring and looking are different things. i only like staring at one person. yet, my chance has come and gone. oh yar, mayb two lar. hahhah. hmmm, why does time pass so quickly between us both.

You know you love me

Thursday, August 31, 2006

humph.
shlda pon school. the concert was boring and a waste of time. TSK.
it ended one hour late! whats that man.
went to kellock then. everyone was at the gym. mrs yuen came along soon after and screamed at us. it was rater funny actually. hahaha. yarh. ehh.
marie told me their performance was maluiating. in her words, it was, that, they lost face lar. yarhh. hmm. and she also said mrs tan was telling them that, having a crush on another girl does not make you a lesbian! ahhaha. she also added that she herself once had a crush on a sec3 senior when she was sec 1 I: heh. in that case, i think i have a lot of crushes. no lurrr. none at all, I THINK. damn it, my tablet noo more batt. i went to macs and used their network connection just now. sooooo fun. kk. i loveyou. the one and only -

You know you love me

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

oh man. this is awfully awesome. i've got my tablet with me now. and im using it! and the thing is, i just connected wirelessly to some other ppl's network. I MEAN. whoa (: so fun. hahha, i think its my neighbours' thou -_- cant be helped. my mum needs to come home first and find our network's password.

You know you love me

Sunday, August 27, 2006

where were you when i needed you , you were elsewhere in the warmth of another lover ;

You know you love me

today. my mum got crazy. mayb i drove her up the wall. and i got it from her .
it sure was badd. i dun wanna talk about it. grrr. im sadistic , my soul. yeahh. lookin forward to wed, getting our tablets . oh , and my mum said, to forget about cutting my hair real short. i feel like slashing aagain. precisely, im psychotic and depressed.

You know you love me

Saturday, August 26, 2006

ah!
ah. ah. ah!
hahaha. hmm. i busted some stupid freak called john -_- he's the loser. im the winner (:
rightt.so. yay. i went to heeren after ballet ytd. soo happpy. i bot a tie ! whee. and some sillyolly white ring. mama went on to buy her keychains lur. I WANT TO WATCH LITTLE MAN , MONSTER ( something lar ) and FARMYARD. they're all kinda cute. al right. later gonna go to the physician again. mayb im gonna make sth tmr. im not sure. yeah. YAY. we're gonna get our tablets on wed. soooooo excited. okay. i've got nth to say. tune in for more :D
- marierawks- ( aha. im supposed to write about her ! )

You know you love me

Thursday, August 24, 2006

YAY
success (: i managed to make em turn out just the nice colour. yay. hahha. eh.
but they are damn crispy liek waffle like that. heh. i wrote love letters to geraldine and annie today <3

You know you love me

AHHHHH. gross. gross. gross!
i just went to poke the cookie that had just ding! and it was squishy and my finger dug into it. GROSS.

You know you love me

oh. my. gosh.
what happened to my cookies skills ???
man. making cookies sure wasnt helping. the first batch, turned out, chao ta. the second batch was even more chao ta. AHHHHH. i cant help it lur. i had no proper instructions to follow. then my vanilla essence. supposed to pour one teaspoon. i accidentally tipped the whole thing too much and it dropped like, 5 to 6 drops of it .

You know you love me

ah. im happy. i tot i was missing some ingredients. luckily, i found baking powder to replace baking soda. and i found light brown sugar! but i bot extra milk -_-

You know you love me

okay. here's ytd's post.
YTD was the best day of my life! studio wu totally rocks my life. i love hip hop (: its was awfully fun. amanda thinks so too. oh man. my teacher was dee dee. she was all right. she looked cute, even for her age. anyway. the whole thing was fun. i saw mrs kuan after that. hmmm. the songs were great too! i love this thing. whahah.

right. today.
im sadistic. i dun wanna talk about anything. there's guitar tonight. im gonna strum like crazy. now im gonna bake cookies to vent my anger .

You know you love me

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

cough cough.,
my cough is still around. its irritating.
eh. today some freakos came to our school and put up some shakespheres story. boringg.

You know you love me

Monday, August 21, 2006

this dear section of this post, is okay, dedicated to a FRIEND. yes. Actually, im not even sure if this FRIEND of mine will read it. who cares. i'm saying it this once, and never gonna think about it. cause, nth seems to be happening at all, no one's taking actions, so either i settle it and account to myself once and for all, or i'll just carry on deceiving myself that things are gonna reverse themselves. here's what i decided to do. i've been thinking, ever since the first day , things, uh hmm. did not go so well for us. i had a strong bad feeling. like, sth's bad gonna happen of course. but duh , i sure did not wish for things to end up like this. i mean, i gotta admit that we had really fun times together. i still rmb the first day we met, i doubt we even had the slightest clue that things were gonna lead in that path. as thou like it was fated, we mixed well. i had fun, erm, guessing music (: oh yeah, sweet lil' things. hmm. and the wrestle. so much fun. actually, im not gonna go so much into details. im just here to say, no matter where i am, i'll take these fond memories with me. and not let any fall behind. cause they are the dearest things to me. takecaremy friend. mayb, 5 yrs down, we'll be mere aquaintances. shit, i think i spelt that wrongly, but who cares. its over. bye. oh, i've not forgotten you a single bit. cheesey. AHA.




okay. im done with the cheesey things now. i guess so. hmm. today annie went for her first deal of suspension! WHAHAHA/ but then, the ncc ppl were there. paradiing or whatever you call it lur. so i didnt stay for long. today had home econs. common test. alamak. i didnt know anything about the vitamins and stuffs. all i recognized was, beri beri (: hahha. but its useless too. cause i dun know its , erm. whatever it is lar. today music lesson. geraldine, annie, and some others. sabotaged me lar.! they asked the new fricking, ( look-like-secondary-student-but-the-olden-times teacher) to call 34. so i had to tell a story based on the music. so i gave this crap on, me sitting on annie who was the bull, she went crazy and starteed charging liek siao, then lynette the other bull with red cloth tied to her came along, and started charging at annie too. but i said they went round in circles ! aha. and the music was eratic. so halfway thru, i jsut say that they became friends. ahahahha. HMM. punishments to be melted out by the end of today . no.1 worst criminal : MARIE CHUA.
you horrible, fugly, shitty biyatch. you make me sad again. rarrrrr.


oh. i borrowed books from the library today. my first four books. guess what. it was all on cooking -_- hahaha. its for our home econs practical lur. cheese everyone. life's IT!

haha. both lynette and lynnette are crapping my life again ((:

You know you love me

Sunday, August 20, 2006

sniffe. tsk.
all right. i was having high fever for the past two days. actually, start counting from friday night yeah. but luckily, the fever is gone now. the sore throat is still there thou. eh. thks chua, for your concern (: you stupid fly. IM NOT MISSING YOU ! hhahaha. eh. my neck ish aching like crazy now. and my head is throbbing like, my heart -___- yeapp. i've got nth much to post actually, so . tata everyone

You know you love me

Friday, August 18, 2006

MEOW!
whaha. eh eh eh. firstly, thanks for tagging everyBODY ! soo sweet eh. heh. especially with two lyns (: roasted nut and what, almond issit, i think so. okay okay. lets see. today normal school day. we were real bad kids in mdm kala's class lur. i feel evil ): TOO BAD MDM KALA. haa. you're just too scary. so, i rush to school in the morning. fer noo reason thou. then i started tuning into FIREFLY. man. that song is nice. but trust me, after a wk or so. im gonna get busted by it. yeah. then i intro-ed it to the clique. they like it, THEY LIKE IT :D hahahha. today kartini was going on a demerits spree. she practically gave half of the crescentians at the canteen a demerit each. like, WHOA. uh hmm. being, the super, ULTRA, guai kia that i am, duh, i wasnt caught at all. cause, at the first sight of kartini, i did the followings :
* tucked in my shirt, super neatly.
* pulled out my ear sticks.
* wore back my name tag.
* and gave the innocent look (:


hahhaa. i just dun like getting booked by teachers. book sounds funneh. but it sounds more fun than demerited. i dun like detention in crescent. baker boys get to have theirs during school time, air conditioned room. crescent's to sit outside the go, with an ugly table, waste time after school sitting there, and again, utter maluiation XD yeah yeah. all right. after school. i decided i had time to go meet marie and clara at tiong. im not sure who i was supposed to meet. okay. yeah, AS I WAS SAYING " quoted by superchua " i met them. in my leotard and tights. of course, i had my uni over lur. dun dumb dumb pls (: haahah. and chua gave me her mushy cheesey poem. AHHHHH. luckily, i went to the toilet and digested my food before. if not, there would be my pukey over chua ! heh. clara was eating away. she gave me 4 stars after that. me, cleo, lynette, and sam! whoaa. and i got confused which was whose. i only know mine's the ugliest -_- apparently, she didnt use much effort making mine. hahahha. then i chatted with chua for a while. connection was bad. whatever she said, practically sounded like, ni shi shei :D

You know you love me

Thursday, August 17, 2006

firefly come back to me.
make the night as bright as day.
i'll be looking out for you
tell me that you're lonely too.
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
thats the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me.


ahhh. im getting emotional now. like, when i hear this song. it brings back memories so dear to me. man. i need a huggy. anyone, ?

You know you love me

what i've been looking for (:
hahaha. i just started singing that song to my sis . so retardeddd.
oh yeah/ today was boring. in school. but yay. im in top five fer geo! :D i tot i would do badly. scary all right. and i was having blocked nose. my nose kept making bloopbloop noises when i tried to take in deep breaths. idiot. hahah. lynette goh was evil. she made me miss my stop. she didnt stop me when i was talking away ! heh. then i started talking to marie on the fone. it was damn funney lur. its like i know you know everyone knows lar! hahaha. then she became cheesey and stuffs -___- SUPERCHUA WAS FLYING ((: firefly come back to me. make the night as bright as day. okay okay. i bot yoghurt from ntuc while waiting for clara woman. and i dropped one while queuing up at the counter. so the auntie in front of me told me to get another one (: aha. oh. then super chua told me to try to spot her at her window. so i went out onto the the traffic there. and she started waving liek siao. at first i couldnt spot her. then that idiot started waving and swinging her singapore flag and i noticed her! whahahha. i also met jamie gan at kfc. i poked her and turned around. she turned around and there was a lil boy behind her. she tot the boy poked her, and that was when the boy betrayed me! he pointed at me -___- hahahah. on the way back. clara was looking the malay boys ! what can i say. she's arouseed by boys now. and she started her stupid how much wood can a wood chuck wood if a wood chuck could chuck wood. if im right. thats correct lur (: take care everyone. i love today!

You know you love me

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

bulp.

bah. we had back our maths common test. not rather ideal. humphs humphs humphs. eh. mr tan was shitty lur. he revealed annie's marks so loudly. fug him! grrr. who i've am hates who i've being. will anyone bother to explain that to me? like. whats its meaning and point. i hate the way my life is lived. im not making the fullest of it. im out of control ever since. i dunno (: but. i just wanna know how i exactly feel about myself.like at times , i just carry on walking, and walking. and my mind ish not functioning. i'll just walk on without any feeling. heh. its just so , bah. again, i dunno. i wanna play cs now. the good news that i can only count on to life my spirits is that , im gonna cut my hair around the first wk of sep! yay yay yay. either on sep5 or after that. hee :D im no HAPPPPYYYYY.

You know you love me

Monday, August 14, 2006

okay. so , mayb if you'll put a lil trust in yer lil friends. whom you've never really paid much attention to, you'll find out things which really surprises you. if you're suffering from the blues, check out your photo albums and look up yer old lists of classmate's numbers. you'll lovee it. believe me . i swear, with my arse, my head, and my heart (: but obviously, if it doesnt work out well , i cant give you my head and my arse. however, you can have my heart <3

You know you love me

marie chua ru ting!
she's a crazy bimbo :D who thinks natural beauty is important.
hahah. eh. she wants me to dedicate this post to HER. omggoddy. GOOD GRACIOUS ME!
hmmm. she takes the initiative to, ask for other's number. which may do her good in the future fer her UH HMM. you get what i mean marie (: yeahh. in that case, im done with this post. takecare

You know you love me

hmmm. okay. what can i say. i jsut wanna go to nus next yr. like, mayb i shld just work damn hard, and score well. then shoot off to nus high/ note this : its nus high. not nus pls. im not that intellectual. when annie told me she could have gone to nus , i actually was proud of this lil flirt of mine (: im serious here. yeapp. and i was just shocked that she didnt go there. why not ??! i would love to have gone there. anyway. life's not that great when you look at it properly. its just a whole load of bullshit. B U LL S H I T . its worst thhan the bull's shit. rarr.

You know you love me

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

WISHY

okay. i decided what three things i want.

1st of all , i really wanna . wait. AHHHHHHH. i cant say. other * cant know. i'll die. they'll talk abt it. okay. forgett it lur.


right. i cant even get to decide what hair i want pls. my mum lur. oh, ballet needs long hair -___- whoever said that man. its so wtf lur. AHHHHHH. thats so crappy. CRAP! CRAP! CRAP!
blah. okayy. im damn tired. had ballet this morning. at 9. so CHAO early. i almost couldnt wake up. also had ballet last night. tsk tsk. im killing myself. yay. at least tmr's a free day. and that means.. GOING OUT. yeah! sad, tmr no guitar. oh. just went to see some lamo club. club as in, not pubbing and stuffs. but, yarh. like safra lur. i just wanna go bowl man. bowling is funnn. heh. thats so random. ya ya. oh. im grateful to jamie k. jamie gan. she sent me lovely songs ytd (: my damn other com took half an hour to accept testimonials. and took me more than an hour to change my song! yeah. hahhaha. ytd , we said g.m's nostril hair was long. that it ccame out of the hole, and just now. she said her mum spotted it, and was gonna make her trim it. coem on, how is it possible to trim it? YIEKS! later she pull out wrong thing. whahhaha. hmm. i love my hippo glass. its sur-weeet. add in banana milk. WHOA. hahahha. thats random too. if i ever die right , you ppl just keep coming to my blog and just tag. some how, i believe heaven have internet connnection . i'll just borrow a pc from my great grandfather. surely, they had coms at that time.

You know you love me

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

BLAH. i've being cheating myself. times and times again. i try my best. to be myself, to look forward. and just get brainwashed. it'll be greatt if i can do that ! but i dunt think i can. cause i still have doubts abt it and i always deny the truth. will someone come and take my pain away from me. just when i thought you were no longer in my life. i had to see yer and then you'll become so charming to me. AHHH. okay. hahah. annie told me abt her friend joyce and joeine - my so called idol, story. it turned out that joyce met joeine with her friends lur. and joyce maluiated joeine and crescent and made them lose face ((: hahah. and joeine was in battle of the bands and so on/ okay . they say joeine's a bunk and her girlfriend ish from stc. i wouldnt doubt that. heh. oh oh. i found out that st .margs and stc have a rule that tells em not to be bunks and lesbians. HAHAHA. that's so silly pls. all righty. so now im home, doing my pbl project. i wonder how it wuld be like,
if i went to stc instead. whaaaa. mayb i'll be laughin like mad everyday. cause the ex kellockians are funneh.
or mayb ijtp. heh. i wouldnt mind. or mayb mgs! aha. in any case, its my fate to go to crescent i guess. yeappp.

You know you love me

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

POSEURS! i hate poseurs, i hate liers, and i hate hypocrites. WTF.
why do such ppl exist.. ahhhhhh! fine. one thing i look forward to in my life, that is to play in a band. i mean, come on. it'll be funn. and awesome. it'll brighten up my life. i want cool band mates! but nto poseurs. argh. blah blah. i want back kellock life. i dun like crescent as much kelllock ): and we are all getting detention. just because some ppl wouldnt wanna own up that they touched the music instruments. and our detention wuld be to help out with the speech's day's deco. I DUN WANT. i lazy to help lur. so i rather go serve refreshments on arts awareness day. heh.

You know you love me

Thursday, July 20, 2006

BOO
ahhhh. today's not a very good day i say. but anyway, its my CHI CHI'S birthday (: so happy birthday girl. yeahh. heh. i hope this wkend ends soon. yay. later have guitar! whee :D hmmm. cant wait for sat, celebrate the child! it'll be fun. i guess, yeappp.

You know you love me

Thursday, July 13, 2006

ahhhhh!
cant wait fer guitar later. YIPEE
guitar's hte only thing that really cheers me up, besides tennis of course (:
heh. today's trg got cancelled i think its due to the oral exams yarh. anyway
today we had 3 hours of free period! whaa. call that lucky, i dunno.
its PERFECTIST :D but then. we were given homework and i didnt complete any
except for the geo which i went round copying ((: im so proud of myself pls. haa.

You know you love me

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

yo (:


k. hahaha. g.m came to my hse today ! we fried eggs -___- and i became her part time maid fer the day/ haa. eh. gotta do lotsa things man. my pbl project, grrr. and others. heh. so. can i let loose my feelings? gosh. i feeel stupid.! hahaha. ahhhhhhh. i wanna play tennis now! i want i want (: like what g.m said, i want a time machine. so that i can go back to last yr, and treasure what i had. 6 clematis and my tennis! wheee :D sounds like a fantasy rather. crescent's really different from kellock. including my friends there. i still feel like, kellock's my second home not crescent. teddy geiger rawks. but i have this feeling that i 'd abandon him soon. SORRY TEDDY ): hahhaha. each to her own i guess ! so tired these few days. i kept falling asleep again today in class. especially mdm kala's. hahhahaha.

You know you love me

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

check this out.

kisses on the cheeks,
hands held all the time (:


ohhh man. are lesbians fated to be lesbians? hehh
anyway. today's soo fun. i chatted and joked with ms chia all the way at kellock. and i waited for her to knock off and we went to the bus stop together. she dropped off at harbourfront thou ): so sad. could have told her more stories ((: mrs tan spoke to me serenely earlier on. she said i should try to focus on my tennis. cause now, you can use your sport to get thru dsa fer jc too ! coool uh. yeahh. so happy. no ballet fer a wk! WHOOHOO. sing joyous praises. yeapp. oh. i know how to play qing tian's intro :D which is a big accomplishment fer me k... haha. yarh.annie got caught by arzlin today again. so did geraldine. haiyo. we seem to be crossing her path these few days. whoooha. right. gotta stop crapping liaos. yeah. gonan post tmr , so . TUNE IN, FER LEN'S CRAZY WILD MOMENTS XD

You know you love me

Friday, July 07, 2006

tell me. have you ever love and lost somebody

eh. life's not everything without someone to confide in and have fun with. well, but its definitely not nothing when you have some one to love and look at (: hahaha. im just crapping. oh yea. ytd's guitar was greattt. we played many chords again. yipeee! yeah. and we had pe today. crappy pls. nonsense lur! we played captain's ball. without chairs!! so our " GOAL" was defended by a taller goal keeper -___- and i told annie she would remain a smelly armpit and hairy armpit if she couldnt jump pass the 6 hurdles which were connected together :D and DUH. she pretended to run towards it but ended up runnning bbeside the hurdles. hahaha. stupid woman . blah. just had dance. im tired lur. i hurt my hip for good lar. its damn painful. and my arm's hurting too. from yesterday's pitchin. oh man. celine's my golden days (: she caught many of my balls that i pitched. thats sweeet. annie gave me rainy days ): i warned her to forget abt stormy days ! (: yeahh. nightie everybody. tmr gotta wake up at 7 0 _0

You know you love me

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

oei.
hmmm. im just so stumped k. stumped stumped stumped. am i just too emotional or what.
i cant let go of things that easily. no matter how hard i try. i just cant. is it good, or bad? im also not sure. oh well. marie freak wanted to return my gift and blah blahblah. CRAP lur she (: she say cannot accept. then again, BLAH BLAH BLAH. but i finally convinced her to keep it. it really took all my saliva to do so okays. yeahh. i tot this skin was rather swweet and simple and prettaye. yar larr. hhaha. i just heard my sis talk abt the letter's journey to marie. thats cute. they got a p1 to do the job -___- oh yea. in class today, me and geraldine played the crying game again. and i managed to cry like no body's business again (: it was fun. all i had to think was my sad memories of. blah blah blah. and there you go! the tears fall so easily. haa. k. im tired. today in class i kept wanting to sleep all right.

You know you love me

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

MUACKIEXS.
haa. don't really see ppl using that word nowadays. mayb its because ppl also change i guess. does love really last forever? the answer 's ... NOPE. i read someplace or dunno who told me this: scientists have proven that no love's everlasting. hahhah. or could it be, that i made that up myself!? i dunnno. anyway. went to school at 6.30 to finish up on my zuo ye, maths, and emmm. science! yeah/ hahaha. luckily fer me, i have a bro who's older, who still has his sec 1 sci bk and whom i took a leaf out of his book (: which actually meant that, i copied his answers :D and me and g.m bet 400 bucks and more. that annie didnt bother to do any of her hmk (: and we were right. hahhaha. so on with class, chinese was as usual. but zhang jing told us that from now onwards, we gotta let our parents sign every of our ting xie which means doom's day fer me. who cares lur. i got a D fer the recent test. didnt even know that it was the next day lor. no one pays attention in her class anyway (: science.! hahaha. we were showed many substances. like aluminium powder and iron filings. and so on. so we wanted to take some powder and stuffs. and we had our chance when ms li told us to come forward to see her carry out her experiment. while she was conducting it, g.m, vic, and casandra, covered me while i started to pour some aluminium powder onto some paper ! after a while, g.m, wanted to take the iron filings. luckily, everyone was called to the front to see her conduct another experiment and this time, g.m did the dirty job ((: not really dirty lur. just. the snnooping around job. and we had glitter all over our face cause the aluminiu, powder was silvery. soo prettaye. kk. after recess. we ran up the stairs at the mini forum and there! arzlin was at the top of the stairs! jsut fer you to knw, she's our level discipline mistress. oh man! i hurried to tuck in my shirt. but nah. she just stood there fer us to come up and asked us to tuck in our shirts properly. i had actually folded my shorts too! hahaa. cause they're really big k. and she caught annie's shorts being folded. she went, shirts want to fold , skirts want to fold, NOW SHORTS ALSO WANT TO FOLD. hhahahah. and guess what annie said to her, NOT I FOLD ONE. hahhahahah. and arzlin was like, then you're telling me others folded it fer you lar! ahahhahahahah/ and after that, annie was also caught fer coloured ear sticks. oh im damn lucky pls. arzlin didnt demerit us. she let me , g.m, vic, and casandra run off after we tucked in our shirts. but annie was getting spot checked realyl throughly so she was left there. and she got demerited of course. and chided fer talking back . haiyo. this world ahhhh. oh ya. zoey from 2g2 is cool man. gosh. the councilors really suck okay. especially the monkey councillor. i really hate her lur. she pickes on me uh. kk. take care everyone!

You know you love me

Monday, July 03, 2006

okay. i didnt really write much in my post ytd. reason being, my mum was watching and nagging. hahahha. yeappp.
so.
these few days. went on a shopping spree. whee. on sat, went to bugis after getting my HARD pointe shoes. do you know, after trying them out at home fer 5 mins, i had blisters alrdy. imagine having to dance. OH MAN. kk. at bugis, couldnt find anythign i liked. either that, or my mummy didnt like em. yeahh. at espirit, my mum wanted me to buy some t-shirts. i didnt like em. but lala and her did. i chose another one. she said i was SPECIAL, always liking different styles. she tot that i had BAD taste. ahhhhh! then at dorothy perkins, oooh lala. saw this really cute pair of shorts, but it was too big. like. yarhh. my mum didnt want me to wear shorts that drop beyond your hips -___- haha. SO. i didnt get anything. then went to converse, bot this shirt which was under males, this brown shirt. yeapp. yay. it was nice okay. and amanda told me that her bro had that shirt when i wore it ytd 0-0 hhahaha. but i couldnt care less. i like the way i am. k. then my mum gave me 50 and asked me to go buy whatever i want and she wouldnt care lur. hahhaha. so i went round seiyu. and yar. there really wasnt anything that suited me. so i didnt buy anything ): we went on to suntec. wheee :D mango was really having sales !before reaching there, i was rather grumpy. and my mum sorta chided me fer using the f word on my sis when she stepped on my foot, accidentally or not. i dunno. hahha. oh yea. mango was having sales as i was saying. boy oh boy. i bot a blouse, pants, and this cute so called sweater. its not full length. dunno what you call those kind lur. its snoopy! and its maroon pinkish. hahaha. yeahh. and i went searching fer things to buy fer carlie. and i found.. BLAH., fer me to know. fer her and you ppl to find out (: yeapp. then i bot adidas's fruity rhythm. wanted to get fer carlie, and she kept begging me not to get it fer her. haha. hmmm. i still prefer paul smith now lur. ok. after buying that. mummy went to buy royce. this really yummy choc. yeahh. its choccclicious! i mean it. and i went to different branches of levi to find this nice green tee i liked, but couldnt find it ): ytd. went to ps after my dumb ballet. bot this cool jacket which is also half lenght. bloody. its cool ((: and a nike baggy. yeappp. also bot this pair of shorts which ish really soft, my mum said we could share it . AHAHA. yarh. okay. if im right. thats about it . I THINK. yarhh.

today.
ahhhhhhh!
that shitty carlie freak!!! ahhhhhhhh. that damn citch. she held me up twice liaos. last night. she said she couldnt make it. then she said she could. or mayb she meant, mayb she could. ah ya. whatever it is lur. she said her mum may bring her out. then this morning. or afternoon. she said she cant ): she had tuition. humph. so i went with clara to watch just my luck. hahaha, after the movie. we had a catfight in public pls. so maluiating lor. cause i promised her if she gave me 2 bucks to buy food fer the movie and we split the cost. i wuld treat her to a burger. but you see, the food i paid more than what i was suppposed to. so i told her to forget the treat (: and she got crazy and wild. and we started whacking each other's heads . oh man. i bet we lloooked so stupid. haiyo. i tot we were gonna fall out fer a long period of time. and she stormed off in another direction fer the mrt station and i took the shortcut (: at the mrt station, i tot she 'd cry . so i decided to give her a call and check it out. no one picked up. after a while. she came strolling into the station. and ignored me when she saw me. heh. she went down the other escalator and i went down the other stairway. then she gave me a call and asked wher ei was. i said i was on the other side. so she came my way. hahha. and we were just laughing . dunno at what. when we saw each other. it was retarded lar. oh well. at least it turned out allright. yeah? oh yar. saw rachel png today at tiong too (: hahha,. reminded me of our crazy times last yr or issit two yrs back? not sure lur. okay. this is a really long post. i doubt any of you read this far. takke care everybody. i <3 yall. no matter whether we had quarrels or feuds in the past, i jsut wanna tell everyone. I FORGIVE YOU (: hahhaa. thats ego. oaky. put it in a less ego way. i wanna make peacee and be friends with everyone. except fer angela su lur whom i saw at tiong also. just my luck's allright.

You know you love me

Sunday, July 02, 2006

heh.
i went shopping lots man.
bot many many things.
yeshhh. like, about 5 , 6 tops. and a baggy! yay.

You know you love me

Friday, June 30, 2006

oh man. just what do you want.
tell me. im afraid i might misunderstand]
are you still with me?
will you stay with me til the end.
cause i still want you in my life.
you were never out of it

You know you love me

do i even hate you?
nah. i dont think so.
i think i lvoe you more




OH. BTW. HAHAHA. I PLAYED WITH PEILING'S PAD TODAY. I SAW STH STICKING OUT OF HER POCKET. SO I DECIDED TO TRY MY LUCK AND PULL IT OUT. we were sitting of course. and i realised i pulledd her pad out. and i started squashing it (: hahaha. then i wanted to try playing catch me if you can with peiling if she could catch me touching her pad . hahhaha. and i managed to pull out and put in twice. and i finally got bored and just left it there. then it fell on the floor. so i decided to put it back once more :D and she finally caught me! hahahahhaha.

You know you love me

lala pppoooppee.
naughty naughty little light.
why you glitter up the sky.
when you shine on me at night.
i feel like im going blind.
naughty naughty little light.
won't you just look at the time :D

i composed that (: hahaha. during english today. yeapp. re written twinkle lil star.


YESTERDAY.
ytd. was thurs right? yeapp. so my bro came home late. and we took a cabby to ps. guitar was fun. we did power chords again. and damn. my fingers really are small :D thou, i love it! k. and carlie said that i shld join indian dance instead. wth! she said we would dance indian dance together! whahahha. and dance for ashwrarah, however you spell her name lar. yeapp. she didnt believe that i would try out fencing. humph! hip hop's cool . oh well. then went to sleep at 11 plus last night. which meanss. i only had 5 HOURS OF SLEEP! ): thats bad okay. fer someone so hyper and siao like me, i need more. hahahahh. k.

TODAY.
there was no mass run. whee. we then had pe. i had my five item things. shitty samat wouldnt accept my sit- ups. damn him. k. i think my stand broad jump improved ((: yay. hahhaha. and omgosh. g.m jumped 24 plus. which is, 240plus lur. thats awesome! oh my honey :D and. hahah. i beat annie's shuttle run. yay. i got 10. 5 which is so much better than my primary's school record. seems liek i couldnt run freely in kellock. haha. whats with that man. saw zesa sprinting too. whoa whoa whoa. damn fast pls. so after pe. we changed into our home clothes. i wore a big yellow shirt. gerry said i would blend in well with crescent ((: thats realistic. annie lent gerry her shirt and totally regretted it at once. hahaha. and they took fifteen mins to finally get outta classroom -___-" after school. went to ps, ONCE MORE AGAIN. oh damn shit. i really am getting sick of that place liaos. then went up to fortcanning . danced. and. yes. class ended just an hour and half ago :) say cheese. say yay. hahhaha.




i cant take it
what am i waiting for
my heart still breaks it
i miss you even more
and i cant fake it
the way i could before
i love you
but i hate you
i cant stop thinking of you
im stuck on you


my true confessions. what cha' think

You know you love me

Thursday, June 29, 2006

WHAHA. IM GONNA CUT MY HAIR SHORT AGAIN AROUND OCT I THINK. after me dance exam once more. yay yay yay. and yes. it'll be more stylish than the recent one. it'll be mroe layered and messier (:

You know you love me

KISSES ARE MEANT FER YOU AND ME (:
whahhaha. im crazy today. i kissed geraldine more than four times ! hahahh. i wanted to take a pic lur. then it all turned out so uglier. then we kissed annie on both cheeks. g.m on one side , me on the other. so , its kissing day today! whaaaha. eh. i've got a new friend, CARLIE (: hahahha. i made that up . as in, the name duh. yeahhh. haa. we had to pronounce some dumb english words today, so mdm kala told us to try it out with our partners. and after geraldine read hers, i was like, OH WELL DONE. IM SO PROUD OF YOU. and mdm kala was picking someone out to read it out loud fer everyone to hear. so she was laughing and said, okay. valencia. we shall start with you! its the easiest alrdy -___-" rarrrr. ha. just now watched softball match. cgs against new town. oh well. next's yr 's mine to play i guess ): so sad. hahha. hmmm. at least fer trg today. we didnt have to wear slacks, and i did not do any pitching. coach was like telling me , see eh. pitchers are. $#$^%$&$% sry. i forgotten what exactly she said liaos. yeahh. kk. tmr's youth day. we are allowed to wear home clothes. but thats only after we done our mass run then we changed back. unfortunately, we have got pe tmr too. so wth! uh huh. yay. having guitar later on. haven mastered my dumb powerchords yet. wheee (: tennis was greeattt ytd :D





i know you're out there somewhere .
watching over me.
would you make yourself known,
for im pondering and wondering.
would you say no, if i ask you to be my friend once more.
or would you reject me, till everything seems over.
i am here waiting for your answer,
so pls say yes to me.



oh ya. gonna go shopping at bugis on sat !!! yay yay yay (:

You know you love me

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

DAMN FUGLY SHITTY IDIOT RETARDED JEREMOTH.
he forgotten abt the bread! and he's lazy to go down to buy it. wth. he's depending on my sis lur

You know you love me

yo. hahha. me and geraldine wrote our wills today. soo fun. we decided to donate all our hair to annie. and g,m reminded me to make sure i specific which hair (: then we witnessed fer each other and signed :D eh. cheers was CHAO crowded. gerry , arnie , vic, casandra passed their food to me and i queued ): so sadd. anyway. trg ytd ended pretty late. had to do pitching again. 600 times. but at least we dun have to do it 900 times like bernett and shu wei. heh. ahhhh. im so hungry now. waiting fer jerry to buy back things. yeapp. i think hes back now. wheee. LOVE YALL .

You know you love me

Thursday, June 22, 2006

oh man. tennis rocks. its really rocky (: in fact, its the rockiest ((: hahahhaa. hmm. the teachers of kellock have all gone to malaysia fer a day. MY MARY TOO ): so sad she went. but she'll be back tmr. hahaha. so sooon. but who cares. this three days. or two days. being msging her. she's real funneh. and she's real. thats all that matters. real as in. she does not hide her real self. ya larrr. so lor sor. heee. hmmm. mad wwanna like, perform fer kellock once more. yeahh. so mayb we gonna put up some performance and stuffs lar. uh huh. damn. the hols gonna end. i haven completed any assignments. im boreddd to death. how come we dun get the summer breaks. like. a longer break. wtf! i feel cheated. grrrr. anyway. IM TIRED. im emotionally and physically tired. i 've told mary all about it. btw. there's no such person as mary k. its MARIE :D aha. yeahhh. mayb i'll breakdown soon. i dunnnno. life's tiring. my dad says that i've been tired all my life. thats sooooo true. here's a golden advice fer yall :
EAT MORE FRUITS (:
they're yummy. pears, mangoes, apples, bananas. wheee

You know you love me

Sunday, June 18, 2006

HEYS EVERYBODY (:

alrighty. just went to support my bro fer his fencing competition. thought he played rather well. hee. FENCERS ARE GRROVY !! i mean. some of em mostly. yupppp. these R I ppl. just play so awesome. they play like how they eat. ITS NATURAL XD hahhaha. okie. went to g.m's hse ytd i think. no. i mean. on fri. did my hmk. im soo good yeah! i still have tons UNdone lor. wth. she told me i had brown hair on top of ma head! hahaha. so cool. she took a pic fer me, and ya. it was realyl brown. not totally. but many streaks of brown ((: i guess must have been the tedious trg under the HOT HOT WARM sun huh. we wear visors! kk. so . my mum said. mayb she'll send me to try out fencing. when i watched those girls fenced , alamak! they like catfighting lur. eeyer. but who cares. fencing is coooool. especially, the blade! whoohoo. ah ya. my mum only say say lar. dunno whether she means it (: and i'll take up hip hop class asap. yipeee. btw. O2 JAM rocks. its greaaaatt. tata fer now everybody. i've been feeling darn tired.

You know you love me

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

ahhhhh.
im so tired. i woke up at 8.15. the fone alarm. then i went back to sleep again. aha. then i finally woke up 15 mins later. went to kellock around 10 plus. see the p3s put up their play. watched the chicken little video by 3 angsana fer dunno hwo long on ms chia's pc. came up with sth. then after everything. left alone with ms chia , choreographed the dance. so funneh. ms chia !
ahahha. anyway. after htat. went to town. buy my leotard. had ballet. CHAO tiring pls. haiya. im hungry. i only ate donut and banana fer lunch. yeappp. now waiting fer mum to buy back dinner. wheee. tmr have trg. my arm aches. grrr. i wanna sleeep badly k.

You know you love me